Posted by: sunsetflame05 | January 29, 2010

Wishing for Enlightenment

Well it’s the end of the second week of spring semester and I am almost into the swing of things. I definitely will be suffering through this semester. My two Japanese cultural classes are all writing so that won’t be bad but my science course will be demanding. Sigh. But I need to graduate. For the sake of my parents and of course for my future.

My Japanese film class has been, so far, the best class this semester. I like watching these Samurai movies, it’s great! However I am not the greatest at interpreting scenes and what not. I do my best but some things are hard for me. It’s not like Genetics lab (which I miss extremely!!!!) It’s a different kind of fun.

It seems that Anung and Dan are doing just fine. I think Anung is thinking about things waaaaay too much. Seriously. She’s very concerned about the aftermath of graduating and where they will go in graduate school. But right now, I think she should focus on the here and now and worry about the future when it comes. Otherwise you’re wasting the present. I can’t tell if she genuinely feels that she must analyze everything and doesn’t want to be pushy or if she just isn’t used to being selfish. But either way I think she needs to stop thinking and just enjoy. She sometimes can be too considerate of others. It’s one of her good qualities but sometimes it can be too much. But I believe they will figure it all out and they will be very happy.

On another note, my friend Diane and I are becoming closer and closer friends. We seem to like hanging out at TGIF; have a beer, food, and good stories always was a good combination. I haven’t really heard from some of my other friends in a while. I partly blame myself; I am not the best when it comes to keeping in touch. Bad me. :P

However the last few days (if you sent me anything) were not my fault! My phone decided it was time to fail me. I had to go into a store and complain (which I hate being the bitchy customer but this needed to be fixed). I had a maintenance warranty which meant I could get a replacement but (of course) they did not have one in stock. So they ordered it on Friday. Which meant I couldn’t do anything (including making/receiving phone calls, text messages or any other form of communication). Oh man. That was a very sad weekend (Ahahaha, I need my social activity damnit!) So I spent most of my time on facebook. On Tuesday evening I received my replacement and now I’m back in business! And actually this phone has a slightly different system on it so it’s even better! Yay! My battery even lasts longer! My older phone could barely last an entire day without dying but now (even though it’s the same battery but in a different phone) it lasts a long time! :)

It seems that Lane Bryant is losing another manager and they are looking for a replacement. I guess a couple of the managers suggested me to take the place but while I am still in school full-time until the 15th of May I don’t know if I will get any further than just a suggestion. I know that my performance and value at the store are out-standing and I have been working there for 3 years but that still does not qualify me at the moment. I need my availability to open before I can even consider being a manager. But man… that would be sweet! Who knows what will happen. Perhaps that position will be given to someone else but whatever the decision I will accept it. I like working there. There are times where I want to leave out of frustration (due to other coworkers) but the benefits far out-weigh the problems.

I find my mood is unstable at the moment and it’s making me concerned. I mean it’s not extreme or anything but I find I can’t be just happy. And I am not too sure why that is but I will find out. Don’t worry, I use meditation to calm myself and listen to good music to relax my body. It definitely helps but alas it is only temporary.

I miss everyone. I hope you miss me too.

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Responses

  1. I miss you too.

    Anung shouldn’t worry about it. At a certain point in a relationship, I think you pretty much know whether you want to spend the rest of your life (or as much of it as you can see) with someone, and if you do, the decision is easy to go anywhere with them. But that’s gotta be both parties willing, not just one. So graduations and other changes may happen, but if they want it to work, it will.

    Hope you’re feeling better yourself. Call me if you need to vent or something. :)


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